The strange thing, on looking back, was the purity, the integrity,
of her feeling for Sally. It was not like one’s feeling for a man. It
was completely
disinterested, and besides, it had a quality which could only exist
between women, between women just grown up. It was protective, on her
side; sprang from a sense of being in league together, a presentiment
of something that was bound to part them (they spoke of marriage
always as a catastrophe), which led to this chivalry, this protective
feeling which was much more on her side than Sally’s. For in those
days she was completely reckless; did the most idiotic things out of
bravado; bicycled around the parapet on the terrace; smoked cigars.
Absurd, she was-very absurd. But the charm was overpowering, to her
at least, so that she could remember standing in her bedroom at the
top of the house holding the hot-water can in her hands and saying
aloud, "She is beneath this roof.... She is
beneath this roof!!"