To: nihilists
Subject: stalking report
Date: Wed, 18 Sep 2002 15:41:08 -0400
From: Nicholet Vermillion <nagisa>


        So, here I am, at the athena terminal closest to the alpine bagel
        factory stalking the smoothie girl for the second day in the row.
        Well, it's not really stalking, I don't intend to affect her life
        in any way (barring the grace of the non-existent god) or even to 
        freak her out.  It's pretty basic to my character, in that every 
        single day I see at least a dozen girls whose beauty, cuteness,
        and/or/xor sexiness sends me into spasms of envy, wonder, and now,
        after no sleep for 30+ hours, phantasmagoria.  This is my way of
        making what I feel known, hopefully subtely, to least one of the
        million, no make that probably in the world total, close to a half
        billion cute girls that would provoke this basic, character-defining
        reaction.  
        
        Anyway, she worked again from 2.3p till now, and for some of that
        time she took a break reading a book with no cover that gave me
        no excuse to talk to her.   And when she returned to smoothie duty,
        she was so busy that some dork-arse who wanted to hype the smoothie
        even more (can't you avoid propaganda if you're committed to buying
        something???), so I didn't talk to her and she didn't prepare my
        smoo(umlaut on the last o)thie.  I noticed a peak of a odd tattoo
        on her left arm, it looked like a victorian drawing (seriously, 
        something out of lewis carroll) and very stark.  I'd, of course, have
        to wait to see all of it, but I'd say she has good taste. Her outfit
        (apron, gray t-shirt inside-out, green maoist cap but with no obvious
        logo) was exactly the same.  She knows some manly-dressed undergrad,
        they exchanged contact info. I swear, that place has enought working-
        class dykes to ... well, I can't complete that joke.  She actually 
        looks really young, like at most 16 (making me rather non-pedophiliac 
        compared to some of characters on my hall).  She has the most
        subtle smirk when she hands the smoothies to customers.

        anyway, i'm not really a freak, I'm just tired, and someone called 
        that I had to stalk her for a week, so expect 5 more reports.  I doubt
        I'll ever have a conversation with her, and you know what? I don't care

        nagisa