This may sound like a cop-out, but some of my job probs are not
my fault. I'm dyslexic, they tell me.

I don't type, file or spell well. It's hard to type when you
can't spell
and it's hard to file when everything you've typed looks like
alphabet soup.

I'd do better at something creative, and I feel I am somewhat
creative, but somehow I lack talent to go with it, and being
creative without talent is a bit like being a perfectionist
and not being able to anything right.

All my life I've always wanted to be somebody.
But I see now I should have been more
specific.

It's not that I lack ambition. I am ambitious in the sense that I
want to be more than I am now. But if I were truly
ambitious, I think I'd already be more than I am now.