How many million times she had seen her face, and always with the
same imperceptible contraction! She pursed her lips when she looked
in the glass. It was to
give her face point. That was her self-pointed; dartlike; definite.
That was her self when some effort, some call on her to be her self,
drew the parts together, she alone knew how different, how
incompatible and composed so for the world only into one centre, one
diamond, one woman who sat in her drawing-room and made a
meeting-point, a radiancy no doubt in some dull lives, a refuge for
the lonely to come to, perhaps; she had helped young people, who were
grateful to her; had tried to be the same always, never showing a
sign of all the other sides of her-faults, jealousies, vanities,
suspicions, like this of Lady Bruton not asking her to lunch; which,
she thought (combing her hair finally), is utterly base! Now,
where was her dress?