Date: Tue, 12 Aug 1997 11:28:15 -0500 From: Phanny Subject: SUB: CONTEST: There But for the Grace of God I'd seen him before. It took a minute to place him but finally I remembered. I'd passed him, standing in this very spot, nearly every day for months. I'd be vaguely uncomfortable if he wasn't there; he was part of the landscape. One day, I don't know why, he asked me for spare change. I looked him over while I dug in my pocket . Scruffy, unshaven, he was dressed in dirty handouts from the Salvation Army. The reek of him made me gag. As I dropped coins into his dirty hands I thought, "There but for the grace of God..." Back then, I'd been CFO for an up-and-coming high-tech firm. Power lunches, board meetings, BMW, the whole bit. Then the stock slipped. Shareholder lawsuits followed. Investigations. Things turned up, things that didn't look so good. Embezzlement. It took a while, but they finally got every penny. I started to drink. When Anne left and took the kids I moved on to harder stuff. And that's how I ran into him again, here in front of the methodone clinic. Except I was the scruffy one, and he was in a suit, handing me a dollar.