Solitudes(in two voices)

1.
they laugh
roaring
running and
fighting, so happy
to get there
crashing
down
the walls, celebrating.
Im outside
ignoring,
but its so
loud
as they break
dancing,
the music clashing,
I can hear it,
listen.
I have entered, danced
all smile, smiles and
waved arms,
or whistles.
I get drunk with
attention, louder,
and I cant see, I burn.
I do.
embarrassed
and still.

Nicole Vlado

back
next
home

2.
sitting outside
in dusty light
I count
twenty-one
years in cardboard
boxes in the
basement
whispering
the memories
of laughing
but I dont
remember
when.
I lean down to
listen.
I hear their thought
of me, I feel
the dance,
I move so loudly
but here Im
quiet,
and its all my
own sound
when I
hear their whistles
whispered
loud.