I'm in a really glum mood today. It was the last day of work; obviously that isn't the cause of my distress. The cause of my distress isn't tangible, I can't really put my finger on it. If I have no reason to be sad, I should be happy, but I'm not.


Summertime ending. . . there. That's understandable enough. And so many other things ending with it as well. I doubt I'm coming home next summer. There aren't any satisfactory jobs in town. I want a challenging job, a satisfying one. . . but, ironically enough, I don't know if I actually got the internship job that I'm eyeing, would I actually be able to handle it?


So, anyway, I made a desktop wallpaper with Miki on it, from Marmalade Boy, once again, with some Nora Jones lyrics:

"Summer days are gone too soon
You shoot the moon
and miss completely
and now you're left to face the gloom
of the empty room that once smelled sweetly
of all the flowers you plucked if only
you knew the reason
why you had to each be lonely
was it just the season?"


so, the background is summery, and the lyrics capture my feelings right now so well. Your compensation for listening to me ramble: Here. I've put up the wallpaper for your downlaoding pleasure.