To be at the back of the orchestra again. . . ~_~; Dante took Clare and me aside today and asked us to pleeeeeaaase practice our parts--- the section really needs someone to lead them.


As for the results of my stupidly bold daring things, I didn't make the Emerson scholarship. Just as well---- I'm totally hosed. I have 2 problem sets tomorrrow that I haven't even begun to work on yet. The only thing that makes me sad is that I'd like to improve, and well, how can I without lessons? The cycle will continue: next year I won't get the scholarship again since I haven't improved, and so on. The results of the second stupidly bold daring thing are still pending--- amazingly, from right now, it's looking more hopeful than the scholarship by the fact that, since I don't know the results yet, there at least is hope.