Who Is He?

A long time ago
I made A DECISION.
I don't remember what it was
But I'm still living it
without knowing what it was.

I want a boyfriend.
I think.

Or do I want some THING
That does not exist?

Sometimes cuddling helps.
Or am I just good at lying
To myself
When someone shows interest
And cuddles.


	24 September 1995
	by Bill Cattey