It was at Bourton that summer, early in the ‘nineties, when he was
so passionately in love with Clarissa. There were a great many people
there,
laughing and talking, sitting round a table after tea and the room
was bathed in yellow light and full of cigarette smoke. They were
talking about a man who had married his housemaid, one of the
neighbouring squires, he had forgotten his name. He had married his
housemaid, and she had been brought to Bourton to call-an awful visit
it had been. She was absurdly over-dressed, "like a cockatoo,"
Clarissa had said, imitating her, and she never stopped talking. On
and on she went, on and on. Clarissa imitated her. Then somebody
said-Sally Seton it was-did it make any real difference to one’s
feelings to know that before they’d married she had had a baby? (In
those days, in mixed company, it was a bold thing to say.) He could
see Clarissa now, turning bright pink;
somehow contracting; and saying, "Oh, I shall never be able to speak
to her again!" Whereupon the whole party sitting round the tea-table
seemed to wobble. It was very
uncomfortable.