Millicent Bruton, whose lunch parties
were said to be extraordinarily amusing, had not asked her. No
vulgar jealousy could separate her from Richard. But she feared time
itself, and read on Lady Bruton’s face, as if it had been a dial cut
in impassive stone, the swindling of life; how year by year her share
was sliced; how little the margin that remained was capable any
longer of stretching, of absorbing, as in the youthful years, the
colours, salts, tones of existence, so that she filled the room she
entered, and felt often as she stood hesitating one moment on the
threshold of her drawing-room an exquisite suspense, such as might
stay a diver before plunging while the sea darkens and brightens
beneath him, and the waves which threaten to break, but only gently
split their surface, roll and conceal and encrust as they just turn
over the weeds with pearl.
Like a nun withdrawing, or a child exploring a tower, she went upstairs, paused at the window, came to the bathroom. There was the green linoleum and a tap dripping.