FROM LYN'S JOURNAL

        How could I not have known?
        All those disagreements, irritations, misunderstandings,
        expectations, disappointments, complaints--always
        unresolved. Where did I think all this would lead?
        I can forgive Bob;
        it's harder to forgive myself. I could change my thinking
        and decide to release it. I could change myself, but I can't
        change the fact
        that Bob really is involved.

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