Laying her brooch on the table, she had a sudden spasm, as if,
while she mused, the icy claws had had the chance to fix in her. She
was not old yet.
She had just broken into her fifty-second
year. Months and months of it were still untouched. June, July,
August! Each still remained almost whole, and, as if to catch the
falling drop, Clarissa (crossing to the dressing-table) plunged into
the very heart of the moment, transfixed it, there-the moment of this
June morning on which was the pressure of all the other mornings,
seeing the glass, the dressing-table, and all the bottles afresh,
collecting the whole of her at one point (as
she looked into the glass), seeing the delicate pink face of the
woman who was that very night to give a party; of Clarissa Dalloway;
of herself.
Strange, she thought, pausing on the landing, and assembling that diamond shape, that single person, strange how a mistress knows the very moment, the very temper of her house! Faint sounds rose in spirals up the well of the stairs; the swish of a map; tapping; knocking; a loudness when the front door opened; a voice repeating a message in the basement; the chink of silver on a tray; clean silver for the party. All was for the party.