I was where all the shades were fully coveredIf I try to atone now, people will think that I am caught up in all this New Year's madness, so I will wait. There is, however something heavy on my mind. What this is happened long ago, when my father was dying. I got the call to come home, and visit him for the last time, but I was buzy, and put it off, and then it was too late. I've born the guilt for too long, and when this madness calms down, I will confess to a priest, and get forgiveness, but I won't do that in a way that makes them think I really believe the world will end soon.
but visible as wisps of straw in glass.There some lie flat and other stand erect,
one on his head, and one upon his soles;
and some bend face to feet, just like a bow.--Dante Inferno
My neighbors, I don't care about them much. There's the fat one, I guess he's got problems of his own, and that wannabe anarchist who doesn't quite have the guts to do more than cheat on his taxes. The only one I could care about, is slowly getting screwed over by his partner in business, and doesn't seem to see it. What a hard world it is.